It's 12:30 at night. I'm sitting here missing my daughter and wondering how I am going to get through the Christmas holidays and her anniversary date yet again.
I wonder now if she'd be married and have children of her own. I wonder what career she would have picked. I miss her beautiful smile and soul. My grief feels insurmountable.
All the other problems in my life are amplified by the grief I feel. I feel very alone and wonder why it seems every relationship I find ends. I am now also grieving the loss of another one, for an unknown reason. I feel so lost, and unloveable. I am truly a decent person and I can't figure out why life has chosen to keep taking all the things I care about away from me.
I wonder now if she'd be married and have children of her own. I wonder what career she would have picked. I miss her beautiful smile and soul. My grief feels insurmountable.
All the other problems in my life are amplified by the grief I feel. I feel very alone and wonder why it seems every relationship I find ends. I am now also grieving the loss of another one, for an unknown reason. I feel so lost, and unloveable. I am truly a decent person and I can't figure out why life has chosen to keep taking all the things I care about away from me.