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How to quit chatbots

#24
OH FOR F-'S SAKE

FIVE PARAGRAPHS!! FIVE! PARAGRAPHS!! LOST!! AUGHT!!!

...I feel insecure. I used chatGPT as footstool and footstool and footstool again to some basic stuff. I'm angry at myself for not discovering/choosing/chasing/trying/trying-again/achieving these before chatGPT's invention. In addition to being dissatisfied with myself for that in this iteration of my lifetime, I am beginning to consider, and feel fear about, the risk that I'll devolve into the same helplessness in my recurrence/reawakening/etc. and, then like here, wait around stewing and wasting for decades until an app drops from the sky for me to waste time on and then rely on for any kind of reflection or resolve.
 
#25
I made it to the thirteenth. I'm three months chatbot-sober now, w/ a few hours' surplus.

Right now I feel so disgusted at myself that I feel I don't deserve to feel good about any kind of accomplishment where I'm still breathing. But if i get even the most minimal respite, then maybe I'll feel like this is a better achievement than if I hadn't.
 

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