I'm really ecstatic because I had a game night with a bunch of people and they invited me! They made me feel included but they didn't go out of their way too much so I felt like I fit in despite not knowing them very well yet. I've been invited to a chat with all of them. This is all very exciting to me and reminds me the hard times can be worth it if I put myself out there.
Nearly every day I feel so hopeless and I have all these negative emotions. I need to remember that if I do some serious work I can be less hopeless. Perhaps I have more control than I think. I need to figure out how to remind myself of this on my worst days but for now I'm just going to be happy that I had a good social experience!
Nearly every day I feel so hopeless and I have all these negative emotions. I need to remember that if I do some serious work I can be less hopeless. Perhaps I have more control than I think. I need to figure out how to remind myself of this on my worst days but for now I'm just going to be happy that I had a good social experience!
