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[Danthemanb]

I'm very well aware of the ultimate pain and mystical feelings, sadness, anger...the roller coaster ride to come after. It will be ten years since her. My Nikki. The pain still scorches my soul every second.

I had to write to save my own life. I've published a book available on Amazon as well as create space. It is a journal entry style book with entries spanning while my girlfriend and best friend were still alive til last month. It it encompasses all raw thoughts and feelings. Many have told me my writings have helped them heal.

I hate to advertise because it doesn't feel very classy. But my story will help bring tears of healing. the title is:

A Journaling Journey through the Pain, Grief, and Healing of a Suicide Survivor

 

[Danthemanb]

I have sample writings at this forum: The Allaince of Hope suicide survivors forum under the sub forum 'The Survivor Experience'....my screen name is the same on that forum.

Some of which are actual entries. Others show my writing style of how I think and jot things down, but were not included in the book itself. I hope they help in any way possible. I wish all much love, light, and healing.