there's an angel guiding me to heaven
she's reaching out and taken my hand
no longer, does she want me on this land
she's accepted that it came to much
and now she's helping me to be free.
Prepare the tablets, and drink the drink
take the tablets, one by one i'm slowing gone.
close my eyes and sleep,
when I wake I will be heaven
I will be with the angels, I will be free.
take the tablets and the drink
it was too late to save me
I wanted to stay and grow
but today, they won
she destroyed me and killed my last bit of hope
now I'm gone, the tablets, the drink, they won.
Look in the mirror and what do I see?
looking back, are the signs of a battered mind.
a battered, twisted and stained heart
a life, that I just can't depart.
The eyes, show the pain inside
this thing no longer has any pride.
a scar, when she once again lost control
she no longer has a soul.
A broken thing, that can't be repaired.
cause the girl is just to scared.
she doesn't know what to do
instead she runs and hides.
Curl up in a ball and protect herself
I wish I could just kill oneself.
then the pain would be gone
I would then be free.
The lord won't open the gates
this life is a punishment, is this my fate
why won't he let the pain end
why won't he be a friend.
Please lord I'm begging you
give me one more chance and open the door.
let me in, free me from this pain
let me start again.
Please lord..I can't take anymore.
please lord..free me from the chains
please lord..I can't take no more pain
please lord..i'm ready to go.