This Pectus Exavactum makes me feel terrible, even clothes on. I'd never want to take my shirt off, because it always gets noticed, I certainly hate looking at myself in the mirror. I'm getting a cross section done soon, I'll see then how much the sternum presses into my heart. Hopefully it'll convince the doctor to authorize surgery, nuss procedure. The sunkeness is bad enough, I hope it gets aproved. In other news, girls now compliment my hair, maybe that'll helpe, who knows.