I have been divorced since I was 46 and in a very long term, toxic relationship pretty much since my divorce. I met this man after the divorce was final. I never cheated on my ex.
The divorce was not something I saw coming and I was devastated. I have gone from being a successful professional to renting a room in a house with four other roommates. I have only a bed a chair and a television. I've just slipped down a slope of loneliness and depression ever since my divorce.
I am on sertraline and all it does is make me numb. I've never been this lonely in my entire life and I don't even feel like I knew how to talk to people any longer.
I'm currently living on unemployment which will run out in a few weeks. I'm going on a job interview tomorrow but I have not been motivated to look for much. It's as if I really want to be swallowed Colin done with it all. I am diabetic with no insurance. I am I able to get samples of insulin from the free clinic from time to time but not consistent. I walk around with an average blood sugar of about 500.
I feel old stupid and useless. I feel like I was thrown away at a younger age and nobody in their right mind would want to be with me now.
The divorce was not something I saw coming and I was devastated. I have gone from being a successful professional to renting a room in a house with four other roommates. I have only a bed a chair and a television. I've just slipped down a slope of loneliness and depression ever since my divorce.
I am on sertraline and all it does is make me numb. I've never been this lonely in my entire life and I don't even feel like I knew how to talk to people any longer.
I'm currently living on unemployment which will run out in a few weeks. I'm going on a job interview tomorrow but I have not been motivated to look for much. It's as if I really want to be swallowed Colin done with it all. I am diabetic with no insurance. I am I able to get samples of insulin from the free clinic from time to time but not consistent. I walk around with an average blood sugar of about 500.
I feel old stupid and useless. I feel like I was thrown away at a younger age and nobody in their right mind would want to be with me now.