Ideas & Opinions Impulses

[Sof]

I've been controlling myself. Even when everything has gone well or almost well on my day, like today... I had the impulse to <mod edit-method>. I held back and got here but I keep thinking about it and the consequences... But it doesn't take away my desire to do it.

 

[Holding my breath]

I’m sorry you feel this way. I completely get it. Even on a good day I want to sh. So on bad days I don’t stand a chance of fighting the urges. Today is a bad day. 😕
Hope you are able to keep fighting against them.

 

[KM76710]

I've been controlling myself. Even when everything has gone well or almost well on my day, like today... I had the impulse to <mod edit-method>. I held back and got here but I keep thinking about it and the consequences... But it doesn't take away my desire to do it.

I hope that you will have the time when the desire does go away. This is a good forum and very supportive where you will find caring folks and hopefully find a spot here where you find things better from those of here because you are valued here.

 

[may71]

Sorry that you're going through this Sof.

You're welcome to say more about what's going on or the background for this if you'd like to.