Hey. Just read that post you wrote innocent forever thank you so much for tagging me it means a lot to me. Sorry if not been on sooner to read it but this year has been brutal for me. Iv had 4 deaths in my family in past year (brother, dad, cousin,nephew) I found my brother dead then my dad died in my arms(cardiac arrest) 4 months after my brother my cousin died of cancer we been close since the beginning then my nephew committed suicide 2 weeks after my cousin died (23). I lost what was left of my friends last month I got a big heart and I was there for them anytime they needed me which I was happy to I took care of my friends in every way but iv never asked for anything yet when I needed help they stopped talking to me some even blocked me for no reason. They got what they needed wanted from me then leave. They hurt my heart so much I honestly dont understand why I put them all first before me everytime. Then I became homeless for over 6 months living on the streets plus my health is really bad iv had 3 blood transfusions up to now then I finally decided to reach out for my mental health I got diagnosed as bipolar PTSD anxiety borderline personality disorder etc. Its been very very hard to keep going literally impossible. I apologise for the long useless post I honestly dont know why I'm writing this but theres so so much more going on with me thought I'll just share a tiny piece of it. Really hope everyone is doing ok..