Thanks for tagging this newbie. I appreciate it. I haven't been on here since I signed up. Sometimes it's just hard to be motivated. I've always loved the water. I grew up in a house with a built-in swimming pool. Swimming was always my favorite thing to do. I particularly liked holding my breath and laying at the bottom of the pool for as long as I possibly could. It was quiet there at the bottom of the pool, no one criticizing you, judging you, being angry at you. It was escapism. Now I think I'd just like to be sitting by the river wishing I were a fish.