My gf died a little more than a year ago

[TSS]

I do not feel I can do another year without her.

 

[Laura79]

I’m so sorry for your loss. It’s so hard when you lose loved ones. I’m glad you found your way here. Please stick around and continue reaching out. Their are so many supportive people here. ((Hugs))

 

[may71]

Sorry to hear that you are going through this TSS

Do you want to say more about her and what happened?

 

[Petal]

Hi there and welcome, I am so sorry for your loss. Keep on talking and keep on sharing, we care about what is happening in your life. Feel free to tell us more about yourself in your own time

 

[TSS]

Thanks so I am going back to therapy tomorrow but why? my soul mate is gone forever.

Hi there and welcome, I am so sorry for your loss. Keep on talking and keep on sharing, we care about what is happening in your life. Feel free to tell us more about yourself in your own time

 

[TSS]

She was only 37 years old. Despite health problems never thought she would be gone so fast. We worked together to get her in a nursing home because she had lost her ability to walk. She seemed to have started to improve only to have her hospitalized for the last time. I miss her so much. I dont want to do this with out her.

 

[Walker]

I'm sorry that you're feeling so much pain from the passing of your gf. Nothing really helps that or takes the pain away besides time. Such a terrible loss for you. Sorry, man.

 

[TSS]

thanks. its been a year but its today. I do not know.

 

[TSS]

I had been married 20 years before this relationship. She saw me through a terrible divorce. If it was not for her I would have ended things then.She was my everything and I was happy. Since her death I was in a relationship and it was a complete disaster. I miss the one that I was made for.

 

[may71]

I'm sorry that you lost her. 37 is a really young age, it must have been a huge shock.

As painful as it must be to have lost her, you probably don't wish you had ever known her. It sounds like she would have had the same medical issues whether you had met her or not, so at least you had some time together. If you hadn't come into her life, she might not have had someone that she loved by her side during her last moments.

If there's one thing that you could do for her now, it would probably be to try to make the most out of life that you can. I think that's what she would have wanted for you.

 

[LonelyHiker]

My most sincere condolences to you TSS. I hope you can find some peace and closure and a new beginning.

What a terrible, dangerous world we live in..

 

[TSS]

I wish it had me instead of her.

 

[may71]

I don't know what to say TSS, but I'm thinking of you and wishing you the best

 

[TSS]

Have I found you? Flightless bird. Jealous, weeping.
Or loss you?
American mouth... - Iron and Wine

 

[may71]

Do you want to say more @TSS ?