Hi. I used to be a member before, long time ago, but stopped coming to the website because I was feeling better for awhile and then just did not want to be here. But now I am back and will hopefully stay because this forum sure helps me feel not so alone. I was doing okay for awhile but then I was very badly emotionally abused and that just got me back to being depressed. Anyways, it feels good to be a part of this forum again. Right now I am not so depressed, sad, or lonely because I am here