Sifting out anguish. That stuff can go into the many threads devoted to pouring out our pain.
Simply put, oneof the things I *do* cling on to live for, even surrounded by this time and universe hourglass I'm an unwelcome guest in, even shamelessly brooking more "recent" resources whereas I otherwise spurn such not-meant-for-me-stuffs, is for my brand-new proto-hobby of pre-beginner-level linguistics and language learning.
I am indeed breaking the ice with a very small amount of Spanish and Deutsch, hopefully to become more with time. But where my heart drifts without a paddle in the water, is toward some languages which happen to be obscure except in dedicated communities, most of which being online (another for-which I can bear being stuck in this not-for-me-future without a clear way back until further notice).
The obscure languages I'll just begin to meet- which I will be so glad if hie'd become less obscure- include:
First Nations:
-Cherokee (on top of all else, they absolutely enthrall me with their unique syllabary.)
-Nahuatl. I know the Aztec empire did awful things, but so did the Romans, and yet Latin and Romance languages are prized.
Proto-Indo-European:
-Proto-Indo-European itself, although I have no clue what books to start out buying.
-Old English. Not Shakespearian English; *older* than that. I've just now found out about a beginner-level storybook called Osweald Bera, actually written in Old English, for a sort of naturalistic approach to learning the language implicitly, more-so than explicitly, and I want to try it out.
-Latin. This will be the first non-English language I take a class for, and it will come to feel like a sort of first-love, if you will- which will lead to the heartache of a breakup. However, I'll buy a book at long last to pick back up learning it, as a way to embolden my Spanish studies- and admittedly, appreciate it for its own sake. I deeply dislike ancient Rome for many reasons, which will make it all the more frustrating that I'll love the sound and complexity of their language.
Conlangs:
-All four Ithkuils, thought of, written, coined, and channelled by John Quijada- who as far as I can tell, seems like a pretty okay guy. I'll start with Matreullait, since it's the youngest, "simplest", and has the most resources out right now. I hope to walk it back until I dare take on the very first, the most complicated, Itkuil itself, the complicated beast within sight of - though not outright yet within- my own time.
-Toki Pona, by Sonja Lang. It's even closer to my time than the first Itkuil is, and apparently Sonja Lang's motivations for making it include familiarity with wrestling with ill-feelings and life trauma. And well, we all know why we're here.
I'm loving all the languages I'm beginning to meet, but it's hard not to feel like Toki Pona is the one I most have my foot in the door of, even now.
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And beginning to break out of don't-think-about-it language trappings is opening me to try new things I hadn't thought of before. If anyone's even still reading this, do you notice that I'm giving a new way of using the future-tense a go as I write? That's not an accident.
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Will anyone else here know about these languages? I know it's a longshot, but I'm eager to meet anyone else I could talk to about- and possibly *in*- these languages. And what about languages you're interested in, obscure or otherwise?
And do you, or do you not, share in a yearning to unshackle from unthought-English's limits and grow your mind with language expansion?
Simply put, oneof the things I *do* cling on to live for, even surrounded by this time and universe hourglass I'm an unwelcome guest in, even shamelessly brooking more "recent" resources whereas I otherwise spurn such not-meant-for-me-stuffs, is for my brand-new proto-hobby of pre-beginner-level linguistics and language learning.
I am indeed breaking the ice with a very small amount of Spanish and Deutsch, hopefully to become more with time. But where my heart drifts without a paddle in the water, is toward some languages which happen to be obscure except in dedicated communities, most of which being online (another for-which I can bear being stuck in this not-for-me-future without a clear way back until further notice).
The obscure languages I'll just begin to meet- which I will be so glad if hie'd become less obscure- include:
First Nations:
-Cherokee (on top of all else, they absolutely enthrall me with their unique syllabary.)
-Nahuatl. I know the Aztec empire did awful things, but so did the Romans, and yet Latin and Romance languages are prized.
Proto-Indo-European:
-Proto-Indo-European itself, although I have no clue what books to start out buying.
-Old English. Not Shakespearian English; *older* than that. I've just now found out about a beginner-level storybook called Osweald Bera, actually written in Old English, for a sort of naturalistic approach to learning the language implicitly, more-so than explicitly, and I want to try it out.
-Latin. This will be the first non-English language I take a class for, and it will come to feel like a sort of first-love, if you will- which will lead to the heartache of a breakup. However, I'll buy a book at long last to pick back up learning it, as a way to embolden my Spanish studies- and admittedly, appreciate it for its own sake. I deeply dislike ancient Rome for many reasons, which will make it all the more frustrating that I'll love the sound and complexity of their language.
Conlangs:
-All four Ithkuils, thought of, written, coined, and channelled by John Quijada- who as far as I can tell, seems like a pretty okay guy. I'll start with Matreullait, since it's the youngest, "simplest", and has the most resources out right now. I hope to walk it back until I dare take on the very first, the most complicated, Itkuil itself, the complicated beast within sight of - though not outright yet within- my own time.
-Toki Pona, by Sonja Lang. It's even closer to my time than the first Itkuil is, and apparently Sonja Lang's motivations for making it include familiarity with wrestling with ill-feelings and life trauma. And well, we all know why we're here.
I'm loving all the languages I'm beginning to meet, but it's hard not to feel like Toki Pona is the one I most have my foot in the door of, even now.
____
And beginning to break out of don't-think-about-it language trappings is opening me to try new things I hadn't thought of before. If anyone's even still reading this, do you notice that I'm giving a new way of using the future-tense a go as I write? That's not an accident.
____
Will anyone else here know about these languages? I know it's a longshot, but I'm eager to meet anyone else I could talk to about- and possibly *in*- these languages. And what about languages you're interested in, obscure or otherwise?
And do you, or do you not, share in a yearning to unshackle from unthought-English's limits and grow your mind with language expansion?