so i was in a rehab. my mom begged me back sooner. my mom i guess heard i wanted to stay and start a life
so i am home with them since mid august
all this and i feel like i want to be dead.
pain meds are locked away now cos of....me...
but it seems unfair that im being told i cant say my dad sexually abused me.... im still not sure if i have a right to say that
i cant commit suicide because its ungrateful and wrong
i was told that i dont need to stay there when i already dont need a ged and had a job before
my mother wrote me "i dont understand why you would want to be without your family' with a smile
and now.
i just wish i could die.
so i am home with them since mid august
all this and i feel like i want to be dead.
pain meds are locked away now cos of....me...
but it seems unfair that im being told i cant say my dad sexually abused me.... im still not sure if i have a right to say that
i cant commit suicide because its ungrateful and wrong
i was told that i dont need to stay there when i already dont need a ged and had a job before
my mother wrote me "i dont understand why you would want to be without your family' with a smile
and now.
i just wish i could die.
