Please just read this.

[Mimino]

I can't trust anyone. I want to [mod edit - method].
No really cares, it's all false. They only care about how I troubles them. They all talk the same concerning it. Nobody cares, they all look at me as the fool that I am. I'm some porn addicted sending this to an empty room. Kill me just kill me. I can't do anything, they're all wasting my time anyways. There's no point in my leaving or speaking to anyone. Why be polite anymore? Why even leave my room anymore? Trying at life doesn't bring anything good. The further along I go the worse it gets. They want to imprison me, drug me, make me tell them every though to them. They are my enemy and they want only the worst for me. They sent police, so I evaded them for 2 hours. Shit cops. Nobody's listening to me. Thank God.

 

[may71]

No really cares

People here care. We wouldn't spend as much time on SF as we do if we didn't.

I'm some porn addicted sending this to an empty room.

Being able to talk about your addiction sounds like it might actually be a positive breakthrough for you.

A LOT of men these days are porn addicts. It's an extremely common addiction. I've heard stats that say one out of four men are now porn addicts.

They want to imprison me, drug me, make me tell them every though to them. They are my enemy and they want only the worst for me.

It sounds like something happened but I don't understand what it was.

 

[may71]

Step number one in recovery is being willing to admit that you're addicted. Step number two is reaching out for help. So you've already done step one and to some degree step two. That's a lot of progress.

People who have religious faith are more likely to recover from addiction according to what I've read. So you've got that going for you too.

 

[Winslow]

They want to imprison me, drug me, make me tell them every though to them. They are my enemy and they want only the worst for me. They sent police, so I evaded them for 2 hours. Shit cops. Nobody's listening to me.

Why did they send for the police??