Has anyone felt themselves falling deeper into sadness by talking themselves into it? I have been finding that I am convincing myself how horrible I am because I don't have it that bad. My depression comes from a hole in my heart from when I went back to work. The hole is where my kids used to be in the sense that they were my whole life...now work has to take part too. I keep thinking how I shouldn't feel this way because I got to stay at home for 7 years with my kids and not many others to. I shouldn't be upset that I had to go to work because of the ways it is helping my family...and that is part of my job as a mom. I feel myself talking myself so close to a suicial state all because I shouldn't feel this way.
I guess I am just looking for another way to not feel so alone.
I guess I am just looking for another way to not feel so alone.