I apologize for posting so often, I feel like every few days I make another one but I just really need to get this off of my chest. I've been thinking about suicide so much the past few days and I can't take my mind off of it anymore. I don't want to die, but I keep thinking about the method that I'd use, thinking about being in a coffin, thinking about dying and being a corpse. I feel really tired. I want to tell somebody really badly, I just don't want to be put in the hospital. I don't know what to do. I'm scared.