if god is sooo great, why does this forum even exist?
Very good question. I will quote a favorite book of mine, that might just help some of you. Please read it all the way through..
It has been asked to God, "Why do we have to reach out to you before you reach out to us? If you really are an all-knowing God, then you must know when we need help. If you really are an all-merciful God, then you must be willing to offer that help - without our asking. If we are already on our knees, bent over in utter defeat, why must we grovel even more and plead with you to rescue us? If you are an all-loving God, why don't you love us enough to help us without us having to beg you?
And while we're at it, what do you say to those who would tell you, "I have called out to you, and you have not been there! Do you think I have not asked for God's help? For God sake, why do you think I'm so desperate! I'm so desperate because it seems like even God has let me down! I'm utterly deserted here. And I want none of it anymore. I'm done. Finished. Through."
I want you to consider now the possibility of a miracle. There is a reason why you have not experienced recieving a solution from God, but that reason is not important in this moment. What is important in this moment is for you to consider the possibility that now, right in front of you, there is an answer. Open your eyes and you will see it. Open your mind and you will know it. Open your heart and you will feel that it is there.
Only if you call out to God in absolute knowing will you be aware that your answer has been given to you. Because it is what YOU know, what YOU feel, and what YOU declare that will be true in your experience. If you call out to God in hopelessness, He will be there, but your despair may blind you, and block you from seeing Him.
Nothing you have done is so horrible, nothing you have had happen to you is so beyond repair, that it cannot be healed. He can and shall make you whole again.
Yet you must stop judging yourself. The one making the strongest judgement is you. Others may judge you from the outside looking in but they do not know you, they do not see you, and so their judgements are not your valid. Do not
make them valid by taking them on as your own. They have no meaning.
Do not wait for others to see you as you really are, for they see you through the eyes of their own pain. Know, instead, that God sees you now, in wonder and in truth, and that what He sees of you is Perfect. As He looks open you He has but one though: "This is my beloved, in whom I am well pleased."
Forgiveness is not necessary in the Kingdom of God. God cannot be offended or damaged in any way. There is only one question of important in the entire innocence. It has to do with your identity. Do you know who you really are? When you do, all thoughts of loneliness disappear, all ideas of unworthiness evaporate, all contemplations of hopelessness transmute into wondrous awareness of the miracle that is your life. And of the miracle that is you.
And finally I say
You are surrounded in this very moment by a hundred thousand angels. Accept, now, their ministrations. And then, pass their gifts on to others. For it is in giving that you shall recieve, and it is in healing that you shall be healed. The miracle for which you have been waiting for has been waiting for you. You will know this when you become the miracle that
another awaits.
Go then and perform your miracles, and allow your death to be the moment of your greatest glory, not of your greatest sorrow. Use death as a tool with which to create, not with which to destroy, with which to move forward, not with which to go back. In this choice will you have honored life itself, and allowed life to bring you your own grandest dream, even while you are living with your physical body: Peace within your soul at last.
I really hope anybody feeling this way just read that.. :smile: