2 months after reaching out to MH services, I've been passed around from pillar to post and am still waiting to hear whether they will offer me any support. I've had a few telephone assessments which don't seem to be helping them decide but in which they keep trying to encourage me to medicate. I feel like they're pushing me to meds when I've told all of them I don't want to take the risk. If I could just have a bit of support, first. I think that would help and might mean I won't need meds (which is better for me)
*I have also said that if support isn't enough I'll consider meds again. Yet, still, 2 months later and they still haven't decided whether I'm worth helping.*
I know that services are stretched, underfunded, understaffed and underresourced. I know that means they have to prioritise, and can only help so many people. Perhaps I'm just selfish, especially in the context of Covid, to hope that there might be something there to help me. Or deluded. Who am I to presume i might be one of the people out there who really need help and who really actually deserve it?
*I have also said that if support isn't enough I'll consider meds again. Yet, still, 2 months later and they still haven't decided whether I'm worth helping.*
I know that services are stretched, underfunded, understaffed and underresourced. I know that means they have to prioritise, and can only help so many people. Perhaps I'm just selfish, especially in the context of Covid, to hope that there might be something there to help me. Or deluded. Who am I to presume i might be one of the people out there who really need help and who really actually deserve it?