I don't really know what to do anymore. I've been like this for longer than i have been before. All i can think about is finding some way to go quietly so my flatmates don't know. I've tried talking to them, i even tried my boyfriend who told me he was too drunk to come and give me just that tiny bit of reassurance i was asking him for. The man who claims to love me. Anyone else would go to their partner if they told them they needed them that bad. I thought uni was going ok until i started getting like this. This is my dream and i so desperatly want to stop feeling like this so i can go on and be the best damn reporter i can. Why can no one give me some support?