it seems everyone has been through a lot of things in their life. so many different events from birth to where we are now. for what it's worth i beleive God has got me from there to here. i still have all the same questions: why did those things happen? how am i really supposed to deal with it all? how can i ever help anyone else if i can't get past my own demons? many lessons learned, bridges built, bridges burned, and i'm still kickin. i don't want to make this long, sorry. i haven't had a counselor/therapist in three years. just tired of keeping the i'm fine persona. well, thank you for reading and hope it wasn't too much time wasted.