It’s been a while since I made a thread(is that what you call it?) here.
I’ve been feeling anxious, unable to sleep properly... feeling something is going to happen...
And now my Dad just sent me a post from online (who knows how and who gave him that) about school opening for doctors.
He asked me if I still want to study.
Wow. Just wow.
We already did this back in 2016.
I didn’t pass entrance exam for Med school, I don’t do well with written exams.
I told them I wanted to pursue something else and heard nothing from them for the next 5-6years until now.
When it’s my dream, no one wants to listen.
When it’s their dream they’re insistent... since it was just me who believed in myself and I felt it was pointless to dream this way, I gave up on my dream, I gave up on myself, I let myself go.
I am speechless to them.
Haven’t they learn from the past experience already.
Why are they reopening wounds.
I’ve been feeling anxious, unable to sleep properly... feeling something is going to happen...
And now my Dad just sent me a post from online (who knows how and who gave him that) about school opening for doctors.
He asked me if I still want to study.
Wow. Just wow.
We already did this back in 2016.
I didn’t pass entrance exam for Med school, I don’t do well with written exams.
I told them I wanted to pursue something else and heard nothing from them for the next 5-6years until now.
When it’s my dream, no one wants to listen.
When it’s their dream they’re insistent... since it was just me who believed in myself and I felt it was pointless to dream this way, I gave up on my dream, I gave up on myself, I let myself go.
I am speechless to them.
Haven’t they learn from the past experience already.
Why are they reopening wounds.