Advice needed

[MaNg0s]

Well tonight I attempted suicide again. Basically I tried to <mod edit-gentlelady-methods)

After it snapped I realised that maybe it was a sign that I was not suppost to go so early in my life. Where do I go from here ? I am still soo depressed and I know I will just feel suicidal again in a day or so if I don't get help.

My parents know I have been depressed for a couple of years now I have been to see a therapist it did not help I am on medication changed medication 2 times now and it still is doing nothing. Do I trouble and worry my parents by telling them how I have been wanting to kill myself again. I have attemped suicide before my parents know that and I promised to never do it again and I did.

My mum just had surgery as she was diagnosed with breast cancer and I don't want to worry her by telling her how I feel. What do I do on one hand I really don't want to dissapoint and worry my parents and on the other I don't want to remain this way as it is destroying my life please I need help im soo lost.

Already I feel like trying to kill myself again ffs !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[diseased]

I'm sure your parents are always there to help you. At the same time, maybe you should talk to someone else about your suicidal feelings. I've found that talking about it with friends and family usually freaks them out. If your mum us recovering from cancer she probably doesn't need the stress.

Try calling a suicide hotline maybe. I haven't had much luck w/ those people but some volunteers might be helpful. I dunno. I good therapist would probably be the best bet.

Please don't kill yourself. Your family would be devastated. They need you right now. And there is still a lot of good you could do for this world. You could make a difference if you just stay alive.