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It's good to see you back, @GraveRobber. I was concerned for you.
We care about you here @GraveRobber. Please talk to us. Keep posting.
I was able to be connected with a therapist where I live and got connected to emergency. I'm exhausted. My parents were really concerned and was texting me that they love me. They ended up visiting me in emergency hosp once they knew about what happened.
But in all honesty, I think I'm not cut out for this world. I think I'm a lost cause. I have a psychiatrist appointment but it's not in a few months from now. I'm in the middle of transitioning medications too.
But in all honesty, I think I'm not cut out for this world. I think I'm a lost cause. I have a psychiatrist appointment but it's not in a few months from now. I'm in the middle of transitioning medications too.
I am so sorry about it. I wish you had friends, someone who is often in touch with us and we can be open to them can be our anchor.
A lot of people are asking and they would want if you keep posting. Time zones , etc comes but I belive they would reply you. It can help you to just hang on there. It is valid to not wanna be , but I read depression can distraught thinking patterns ( focusing more on negative or looking at it in an exaggerated way ). Maybe that happens with other mental , emotional health conditions too. I am not saying you're stupid for thinking how you are , I am just saying that maybe there is a vision you've not seen yet that exists amidst your suffering. I wish you luck and like hope you heal.
A lot of people are asking and they would want if you keep posting. Time zones , etc comes but I belive they would reply you. It can help you to just hang on there. It is valid to not wanna be , but I read depression can distraught thinking patterns ( focusing more on negative or looking at it in an exaggerated way ). Maybe that happens with other mental , emotional health conditions too. I am not saying you're stupid for thinking how you are , I am just saying that maybe there is a vision you've not seen yet that exists amidst your suffering. I wish you luck and like hope you heal.
Please go to the ED and tell them you are suicidal. I really think the best outcome here would be an admission. I am very worried about you @GraveRobber.
That's good. I'm sorry it hasn't been enough though.
If you killed yourself it would really destroy your parents, you're whole family. There are some other treatment methods to try, so I hope you'll consider that and leave no stone unturned for treatment before you think about suicide.
No one is though.
I don't think that's true.
I think there is.
There are some other treatment methods aside from the one's you've tried. I can say more about this if you're interested.
Another thing to consider might be to try sexual surrogacy if that's available where you are. It might be worth a try.
If you killed yourself it would really destroy your parents, you're whole family. There are some other treatment methods to try, so I hope you'll consider that and leave no stone unturned for treatment before you think about suicide.
No one is though.
I don't think that's true.
I think there is.
There are some other treatment methods aside from the one's you've tried. I can say more about this if you're interested.
Another thing to consider might be to try sexual surrogacy if that's available where you are. It might be worth a try.
Hello SF, Hello Until Dawn.
This is Grave Robber.
I want to share that I am still here and I am alive. The past month has been quite hellish. I thought to post here and share that I'm still here as so many people still care for my well being. I was able to be stabilized through medical help and medication since my last post. Where I am, I am able to meet with a psychiatrist, nurse and pharmacist. We've put an action plan and I am now stabilizing on my new medication. Prozac isn't perfect but it's there regardless. In terms of my wanting to end my life, it is still there. It gets louder when I think about loneliness, my ugliness, and well-my body. I'm taking it one day at a time and it's hard for me to do that. Having mental illness is so exhausting, that my mind likes to trick me that going away permanently is something that is a "logical solution" to this problem.
I think about my parents... I think about my friends (I do have friends, though I don't talk to them about this anymore, they know I suffer from depression but-they're getting tired of it. I don't blame them), I think about my relatives... I think about the front desk lady at the gym I go to... I think about the people here on this forum.
I'm still here and looking back at the posts people made, I can't deny that people in this cyberspace, care too.
Thanks for caring.
This is Grave Robber.
I want to share that I am still here and I am alive. The past month has been quite hellish. I thought to post here and share that I'm still here as so many people still care for my well being. I was able to be stabilized through medical help and medication since my last post. Where I am, I am able to meet with a psychiatrist, nurse and pharmacist. We've put an action plan and I am now stabilizing on my new medication. Prozac isn't perfect but it's there regardless. In terms of my wanting to end my life, it is still there. It gets louder when I think about loneliness, my ugliness, and well-my body. I'm taking it one day at a time and it's hard for me to do that. Having mental illness is so exhausting, that my mind likes to trick me that going away permanently is something that is a "logical solution" to this problem.
I think about my parents... I think about my friends (I do have friends, though I don't talk to them about this anymore, they know I suffer from depression but-they're getting tired of it. I don't blame them), I think about my relatives... I think about the front desk lady at the gym I go to... I think about the people here on this forum.
I'm still here and looking back at the posts people made, I can't deny that people in this cyberspace, care too.
Thanks for caring.