It's already been 3 years.. feels so much longer. I never realized how much you were trying to do for me back then. Only after working through that era. I guess you always did put other people first.. but you never saw the person I did. I'm so much better now. If you could see me, I know you'd be happy. I know you wanted to escape, and in its own way you got that. I still can't face it with out tears. But I feel so happy to remember you. The last person I really loved. The first person I could open up to in all those years. I don't need anyone else, I don't want them. I hope I can treat my friends with the same kindness you naturally had. I'll never forget you, thank you so much for everything. Thank you for staying around so long, I will not give up.