8 years

[voices_inmy_head]

Has it been 8 years, maybe its been longer

I've been depressed for longer then I can rememeber...

I think I want the drugs but I'm built to fight them...

its hard. I'm not sure what to do.

Im drunk, and I'm built to drink until I pass out

 

[total eclipse]

you are also built to fight for you okay to fight to get some healing to fight to get the meds that will make you better. Let up on the booze time to let that go and pick up good coping skills okay. Call the hospital your doctor and get treatment for you alcoholism get therapy for your sadness and meds for the voices TIME is now okay get feeling better 8 years is enough to feel bad start healing to day okay call for help :hugtackles::hugtackles:

 

[Johnnyc]

Are you drunk out of the need to function in everyday life or drunk because you want to feel numb or otherwise.

 

[Poorlaggedman]

I know the feeling. I think im at about 8-9 years. Hang in there.

One thing that helps me is music. There's so much out there you can never hear it all. I'm also drunk. :tongue:

 

[Black31]

I've had depression for 20 yrs and it's a nightmare! i try and take more exercise which kinda helps. i think u should definitely go and see ur doctor and get help with ur drink problem. drinking alcohol is not going to help a depressive condition at all. u need to get some good therapy and develop better coping mechanisms.