Well i have 2 min to rant and tell everyone what i'm thinking, can i do it? 2 min? i'm thinking a lot...well first off i want a joint and a drink...please tell me to stop because i can't take it anymore. I just want to sit here and be normal, i want to sit here and think "i'm happy without it" but that's not happening. My friend (roomate too) wants me to go see a councellor and i don't want to. she said that the only way she would continue to live with me is if i get help. I don't want to. she said it's either that or she tells my mom. So when she gets back on the 16th or something she will be taking me to councelling. Can someone come save me? please this is killing me. There's so much more going on right now and i don't know how to get it out. I should go i don't want to get in trouble with work. bye bye