You know that feeling when you give all your best just to get to a certain goal? It's kinda sad that I can reach that but I'm not allowed to. Being a middle class family kinda sucks. It gives you a false hope that you could get into your dream university but well you cant. I gave everything I mean everything just to pass that school. I was really happy that I passed heck I was even the top 78/ 2700+ applicants but money has to be involved. It just sucks that we only need a just a little bit more money for me to study there. It just sucks so bad. I feel so hopeless and I feel like there's no direction for me to take. I'm such a failure. Like really.