Don't say that...I know it's hard to lose a baby. My cousin lost his child when he was only 8 months in his lap. His child just stopped breathing. I know it might seem hard but suicide isn't the best idea...it's always the worst.
Please trust me. I know it looks like an endless abyss but if you hold out, the light at the end will be worth more than a world filled with love and peace.
Take care man,
~Prince of Hosts