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[Windhover]

I remember when my dad died, I had his last voicemail on my phone and I played it over and over again. I hope that dimension is there and that it will all make sense when we arrive into it one day!

That's what I did for a couple of days. I put it into a file and sent a copy to a couple of his relatives who wanted to save it too. Is that weird, I don't know, it doesn't matter.

hugs @AvidFan 🩵☔️

 

[FlamingoWrangler]

Big hugs 🤗
I hope you remain safe from the storm.

 

[Windhover]

Thanks @FlamingoWrangler.

Hugs to you 🦢 🤗

 

[may71]

Is that weird

No, not at all. If a voicemail is all that you've got left of someone you've lost, I think anyone would want to hang on to it.

 

[FlamingoWrangler]

I don’t think it’s weird either.

 

[Windhover]

The past few days have been alone time that doesn't feel lonely. I'm incredibly grateful for this.

: ) Thanks for reminding me of this @Lifeisthis

 

[Windhover]

Realized I'd become depressed this afernoon. I think it started from being so cold on the walk. I'm a fast walker, and the people I was with were going really slow. I didn't have enough layers on.

I can't let this get its grips into me. Especially not at this time of year.

Went on a run despite not feeling up to it. My pace felt crappy but the watch said I was going along slightly faster than usual.

 

[Windhover]

There are sad experiences beyond the mind/brain that wear the heart down, it loses pieces of itself, no way to bring it back to wholeness.

 

[may71]

Hugs Seabird

 

[Windhover]

I'm still sick. I'll try to update soon. The only good part is I'm so sick that emotions dwindled to almost zilch.

 

[may71]

I'm sorry you're so sick. I hope you'll get better soon.

 

[Windhover]

I'm sorry you're so sick. I hope you'll get better soon.

I'm feeling better today. It was a bad one and almost went to emergency, but toughed it out. Thank you May.

 

[may71]

I'm feeling better today

That's good

Thank you

You're welcome!

It was a bad one and almost went to emergency

I think there's been something going around. It's scary when you feel like you're on the verge of an emergency room visit, I'm sorry it was so bad.

 

[Windhover]

my power is back on now lol (yes it's a caroon of mine)

 

[TragicReality]

my power is back on now lol (yes it's a caroon of mine)

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I think I'll use some image like this the next time my sister insists I'm losing it or abnormal. I'll tell her my power is on and I don't need help. Hopefully I dont upset you and I understand what you mean!

 

[SillyOldBear]

I remember when my dad died, I had his last voicemail on my phone and I played it over and over again. I hope that dimension is there and that it will all make sense when we arrive into it one day!

My mom died in 1986. I notified a few of her friends. One sent me some of my mom's old letters that she had written (from the late '60's and early '70's). They are a treasure.

 

[Windhover]

I think I'll use some image like this the next time my sister insists I'm losing it or abnormal. I'll tell her my power is on and I don't need help. Hopefully I dont upset you and I understand what you mean!

Totally fine - yes, I know what you mean. I know some folks who may be something like your sister in this respect.

 

[Windhover]

If I could make sense of what happened then it'd feel like I might heal. It's whinging, I'm sorry.

 

[TragicReality]

If I could make sense of what happened then it'd feel like I might heal. It's whinging, I'm sorry.

you're not whining. I couldn't get over bad things in my life, it took years when it shouldn't have. You're doing the best you can, and that's good compared to giving up!

 

[may71]

It's whinging, I'm sorry.

There's no such thing here. This is what SF is for.

Hugs Seabird