I have fallen into this very deep, very dark hole. I survived and keep trying to climb out. But I'm constantly falling all over again and landing on sharp, hard rocks. I keep surviving though. Sometimes I either don't have the strength or the will to climb and I stay in that cold place, bleeding and hurting. I always end up trying to climb at some point. Sometimes I feel like I've gotten very far and still have strength. Other times I almost let go. But I always end up falling. I never fully heal. I always get more hurt. Slowly I'm breaking to pieces. One day I simply won't get up anymore. I won't stop climbing. But one of these falls is going to break me.