An alt person called me weird 😭

[3nufk1n.sheepies]

it means i am nt being perceived as autistic enough
it means i dont pass
it means i am not what i identify as

The fact that strangers detype me so frequently and perceive me as basic, mainstream, normie, attention seeking or pick me etc so frequently proves it is not just 1 or 2 ignorant people and i am indeed everything i do not identify as resulting in extreme dysphoria. i identify as a neurodivergent, anti mainstream, underground person

in transtypal terminology, "detyping" is the perceiving a transtypal person as having traits that dont match their sense of identity. It is basically the transtypal equivalent of misgendering trans and non binary people

Not being a twink makes me extewmely dysphoric because i identify as a twink
Not finding anything about transtypal dysphoria or FTM victims of sexual harrassment on the internet (unless i wrote it) being the only person who experiences it makes me feel invalid

 

[may71]

I'm sorry that this happened.

FTM victims of sexual harrassment on the internet (unless i wrote it) being the only person who experiences it makes me feel invalid

I bet there are FTM victims of sexual harassment and abuse out there, it's more a matter of finding ones who want to share their story online. Part of the problem is that FTM trans folks are only a small part of the population, so any subset is going to be even smaller.

Not finding anything about transtypal dysphoria

Transtypal dysphoria doesn't really have any kind of established community or activistm, so even though there are probably at least a few people who feel the same way, they may even understand it under different terms.

I hope things can get better somehow.

Sending hugs