I've been in love with the same guy for 7 years now. We met when I was 11 and since then we've had a really complicated friendship. We dated for 2.5 years, and I broke up with him in April because I'm gay. But I still love him. Since then, he's dated other people and so have I, but I haven't been serious with anybody. The problem is, we keep seeing one another and we end up having sex. It's like an uncontrollable compulsion. On Sat. we saw one another after 3 months of being apart--we go to colleges 5 states away--and everything was going fine. We were being jovial and getting along and having fun, and suddenly it became really sexual and, well.... yeah. I just don't know what to make of it.
Also, he's my best friend. He knows more about me then I think I could bring myself to tell another person. I love him in so many different ways, and he loves me too... but we can't seem to just be friends...
Also, he's my best friend. He knows more about me then I think I could bring myself to tell another person. I love him in so many different ways, and he loves me too... but we can't seem to just be friends...