I lowered my weight from about 65kilo to 56kilo during the last few month. my parents became worried so my dad talked to me about eating disorder and dieting. Of course he was right: I was wasting away by starving at least 2 days a week and eating NOTHING that i wasn't forced to...by now I eat 3 to 4 times a day. at first to keep my weight of then between 57 and 58 kilogram. But I work out almost daily and really what what I eat so i finally reached 56kilo this morning.
Somehow I´m stuck...I´ve made plans on how to get my metabolic form "ana-mode" back to normal and even told my mom about the technique I´m going to use-thats a step forward...but i KNOW, once my metabolic is running faster again I will abuse it to loose more weight... although 56 was my final goal...that sucks ~.~
I want to get better...I want to eat like a normal person but on the other hand I want to lose weight so badly!
Somehow I´m stuck...I´ve made plans on how to get my metabolic form "ana-mode" back to normal and even told my mom about the technique I´m going to use-thats a step forward...but i KNOW, once my metabolic is running faster again I will abuse it to loose more weight... although 56 was my final goal...that sucks ~.~
I want to get better...I want to eat like a normal person but on the other hand I want to lose weight so badly!