I've broken my foot. Stupid me. Got pissed. Very pissed. Fell over broke foot. Was in hospital from Friday until yesterday. I've been given good pain killers. Strongest you can get. They obviously didn't read my medical notes. I am sat here looking at them all and I know it would work. It would be quiet and painless. I think anyway. I am not sure if I have enough. The internet said I need about <mod edit -gentlelady- methods> I have over <methods> But the <methods>is the minimum known lethal dose. But if I took it it would be known it was suicide. I don't want that. Not when I am not 100percent sure it would work. I've not got counselling this week. Not got it until next Wednesday now. I am feeling shit. It's horrible.