I posted here months ago regarding a crush. I never had the chance to speak to her again but I left behind a note with a coworker that I hoped would reach her, with my contact information written down. I kept it casual. A week later, no response, so I figured it was a soft rejection. I confided in my social worker about my feelings and he told me she might not have received the note in the first place, so I went back a few times but ultimately brushed it off.
I saw her again a few weeks ago, at which point I had the chance to talk to her again. I had already decided to move on, so I didn't. I told my social worker I wanted to leave it behind although he insisted I should talk to her again so I ended up going back when he ultimately convinced me to. I believe there might have been a misunderstanding as I never got the chance to talk to her, she seemed like she might have been afraid or annoyed at me due to my nervous behaviour. I wanted to apologise if I visited the store again. Then my social worker told me it probably had nothing to do with me but that I should leave it regardless, nor should I apologise. I was frustrated by how blameless he portrayed himself when he was insisting I needed to talk to her again last time. I don't think I would have revisited the store if he didn't convince me to and he was quite pushy about it.
I visited the store again today but his words got to me and I didn't end up apologising, not that I could have if I didn't want to impose as both the cashier and the coworker I overheard were busy. I want to be able to apologise. I don't want to listen to my social worker anymore, I never liked having one to begin with and I would have preferred a friend who gave me genuine advice out of choice rather than because it was his job description but of course, I never had friends to confide in to begin with. Either way, I don't think I can trust him to give me advice now.
I'm not sure if I should visit the store again or leave it, no one seemed apprehensive today. I could buy a cable off Amazon instead. On the other hand, I prefer buying physically and it looks like they'll be restocked on Monday.
I saw her again a few weeks ago, at which point I had the chance to talk to her again. I had already decided to move on, so I didn't. I told my social worker I wanted to leave it behind although he insisted I should talk to her again so I ended up going back when he ultimately convinced me to. I believe there might have been a misunderstanding as I never got the chance to talk to her, she seemed like she might have been afraid or annoyed at me due to my nervous behaviour. I wanted to apologise if I visited the store again. Then my social worker told me it probably had nothing to do with me but that I should leave it regardless, nor should I apologise. I was frustrated by how blameless he portrayed himself when he was insisting I needed to talk to her again last time. I don't think I would have revisited the store if he didn't convince me to and he was quite pushy about it.
I visited the store again today but his words got to me and I didn't end up apologising, not that I could have if I didn't want to impose as both the cashier and the coworker I overheard were busy. I want to be able to apologise. I don't want to listen to my social worker anymore, I never liked having one to begin with and I would have preferred a friend who gave me genuine advice out of choice rather than because it was his job description but of course, I never had friends to confide in to begin with. Either way, I don't think I can trust him to give me advice now.
I'm not sure if I should visit the store again or leave it, no one seemed apprehensive today. I could buy a cable off Amazon instead. On the other hand, I prefer buying physically and it looks like they'll be restocked on Monday.