Hi.. i'm new here.
I was just wondering..
In my personal experience ive been put on lexapro and ciprimil for a few years and neither had any effect.. then I was put on prozac and it had an effect in a good way for a while but then I kept collecting them and saving them up and messing with my dose and taking mini overdoses and such so eventually I took myself off it against doctors orders and after a fairly serious overdose with prozac and several other meds. I took myself off mainly to take away the temptation, even though it is a harmless enough drug, I just hated the temptation.
The withdrawal was super nasty but im over that now I think.. but still totally miserable and thinking bad things/doing bad things etc..
My doctors want me to go back on meds.
I'm really against the idea for a lot of reasons but mainly because I dont want to see tablets near me ever again.
So I am just wondering..
is there any other med out there that is worth taking the risk?
They recommended anti anxiety pills but isnt that just a variant of an antidepressant?
Any advice welcomed coz I am getting cornered here. :sad:
I was just wondering..
In my personal experience ive been put on lexapro and ciprimil for a few years and neither had any effect.. then I was put on prozac and it had an effect in a good way for a while but then I kept collecting them and saving them up and messing with my dose and taking mini overdoses and such so eventually I took myself off it against doctors orders and after a fairly serious overdose with prozac and several other meds. I took myself off mainly to take away the temptation, even though it is a harmless enough drug, I just hated the temptation.
The withdrawal was super nasty but im over that now I think.. but still totally miserable and thinking bad things/doing bad things etc..
My doctors want me to go back on meds.
I'm really against the idea for a lot of reasons but mainly because I dont want to see tablets near me ever again.
So I am just wondering..
is there any other med out there that is worth taking the risk?
They recommended anti anxiety pills but isnt that just a variant of an antidepressant?
Any advice welcomed coz I am getting cornered here. :sad: