I have no friends outside of this site and Transgender Heaven. It's hard for me to make friends because I'm just naturally a shy person, I always have been. And I've spent my life hiding who I really am for fear of what would happen to me. So sometimes, I look at it like, why bother trying to make friends? If you don't know if they'll accept the real you, what's the point? And if you're being something you're not, then any friendships resulting from it aren't real friendships, are they?