Each day is getting harder to hang on. I talked with my psychiatrist today and she is very concerned, thinks she might have to put me in the hospital. First we are trying new meds. I go back to see her on February 4th and I see my therapist on January 21st. It's nice to have them to talk to whenever I need to, since I don't have anyone else. The only thing with going into the hospital my parents don't know how depressed I am and they would freak out. Plus I would be two hours away since my therapist and psychiatrist are both up in Lakeland fl. I live in bradenton fl. I do not change people because they are great and they everything.