Hey i'm Kittteh Kirovski and this is my binge eating story. I was always a little on the chubby side compared to my sister but still healthy and lively but then as I got older (8-10) I was abused by my 2 supposedly best friends and that's what started it because I didn't understand what was happening but tried to think it as just what best friends did. After that I began getting harassment as a teen and started to freak out and finding out about abuse at school made me realise what had happened when I was younger. My mind was starting to be in ruins so I decided to eat and eat and eat so people wouldn't find me attractive and stop harassing me (back when I was younger finding plus size people was quite unusual since I lived in a small village and knew only 2 plus size people who were my teachers) so it began. I ate to the point where I felt sick but I still continued but still the harassment happened and the sexual flirting so I ate more. My mum's ex boyfriend's son also wanted to have sex with me and sent dirty texts about what he wanted to do to me when we were alone, luckily we never we fully alone so it didn't happen. But still I ate, my mind constantly deteriorating until the point when, for my age/height I was just border morbidly obese. Luckily I have got over the binge eating and now have lost just over 2 stone and getting my life back on track. I had to grow stronger and be disciplined with myself. You can beat eating disorders but you have to want to stop and realise what you are actually doing to yourself. You don't want to get locked up in a ward for eating disorders e.g like anorexia or intentionally making yourself sick.