I've hit another rough patch. I made some awesome improvements on my life but its all just kind of crashing back down around me. Got my new apartment but now because of the court ordering me to pay off hospital bills I may not even be able to afford my apartment. And now I'm worried that my girlfriend may be breaking up with me soon. probably a irrational fear with that but I just know she was going to come visit this weekend but is now making all these excuses as to why she might not be able to. and hasn't really been talking to me much. Maybe I'm just overthinking it who knows. There is so much other stuff going on as well and its just kind of crushing me.