so since I was 12 years old I've been treated for depression, last week I had a proper diagnosis and they diagnosed me with borderline personality disorder with depressive episodes, I'm currently on sertraline and have been for a while, I currently have noticed my condition getting worse, I've started to notice that when people are trying to talk to me, it's like my brain starts thinking about things and I can't hear what the other person is saying and I also feel like sometimes when I'm arguing with someone it's like I'm watching someone else inside my head doing it and I can't stop it, I've started feel randomly agitated, panicky, like I can't breathe and I feel like I need to run or like I'm drowning, I don't know what to do