I never realized this before, but recently have been starting to. Every single sexual issue I seem to have can be attributed to BPD. Including even what I thought was my sexuality since I was a teenager. All of those feelings and impulsivities could merely be the result of improper emotional functioning. So that in mind, I can't help but wonder, what the hell am I? Everything I thought I knew about myself seems to have been an illusion that was merely a part of my personality disorder. I feel like I honestly don't even have an identity anymore. I literally don't know who the hell I am without BPD. I've lived on this Earth for 28 years, and feel as though at this point I have to just abandon everything I thought I knew in that time frame and start over. Problem is, I'm already an adult with fully developed cognitive functioning and that's not how it works. The brain doesn't have a reset button as far as I'm aware.