I was diagnosed with BPD in 2009, but for many years since primary school I have wanted to die. I used to steal my mums tablets and eat them while at school. But after school I found out my health was poor any way and 3 of my vertebra have been damaged. Any way I started to get co-codamal off the doctor. I took it like they asked me too but started to notice when taking extra it helped with my emotions and keeping in control and controlling my thoughts. I now can take up too 60 co-codamal a day. I suffer with pains with my liver and black stools. The hospital and mental health knows. But I am now dieing. The doctor tried on wendsday to have treatment but they found me to be sound of mind. I am just wondering is there any one else out there that takes codine to help control there BPD?