BPD

[TSS]

I cant stand this BPD. Everyday I am in real crises. I just want to sleep but I cant sleep.

 

[FlamingoWrangler]

Hi @TSS
Sounds awful. How long have you been struggling? Are there things that have helped in the past?

 

[MoroseZaragoza]

I'm in the same boat. I'm always on edge about how people feel about me and never know how to connect or relate to anybody. I have mood swings that cause me to shake. Don't know how to feel about myself at all. Always feel like I'm an alien walking around pretending to be human. I really want to die but I'm trying so hard to find a reason to keep living. I really, really want help. This is awful. I'm sorry you feel similarly. I want you to find peace. I want us all to.

 

[FlamingoWrangler]

I'm in the same boat. I'm always on edge about how people feel about me and never know how to connect or relate to anybody. I have mood swings that cause me to shake. Don't know how to feel about myself at all. Always feel like I'm an alien walking around pretending to be human. I really want to die but I'm trying so hard to find a reason to keep living. I really, really want help. This is awful. I'm sorry you feel similarly. I want you to find peace. I want us all to.

Hi @MoroseZaragoza ,
welcome to SF. You are in the right place for acceptance and help. As you share you can ask for suggestions. We are here to listen. I am sorry you are struggling.
I have to say your reply is so kind & thoughtful. I want you to have peace too. I will look forward to get to know you.
peace.✌️ ☮️ 🕊️

 

[may71]

I'm sorry that you're going through this @TSS and @MoroseZaragoza

Do you want to say more about any treatment methods you've tried, and what the results were?