It's been almost a year since I lost my grandpa. My heart is still breaking. He was my best friend, the glue that held my world together. He kept me focused on what needed to be done. He guided me from the time I was little to respect others and to treat them with the same kindness that I would want shown to me. Since he passed, I have become lost. I don't know what to do or how to feel. I have messed up in so many ways since he left. Will the pain ever go away?