People might have no idea what i'm feeling right now because of the loss of my pet, a lovebird, it's not a human, it's not a cat or a dog, it's only a bird, but that guy was the thing i have loved the most in these past 3 years, he was the one to help through so much shit that was going on, he would cheer me up everytime, he would not fail. I miss seeing him fly around the house, i miss him breaking my stuff, i miss him making me play with him while i had something very important work to get done. I'll miss the cuddless and the morning wake up ear bites. I'll miss everything about that little guy who i had since he was about 2 weeks old and i had to hand feed after his parents left him behind, i was hoping him to be around for at least 10 years but i guess i wasn't a good enough of an adoptive parent. Sorry for letting you go little birdie, i love you and i won't ever forget you. Heck, i can't stop crying for you, baby, been doing it for 2 days now. And i can't stop hearing your cheerful whistles everywhere i go.