ive read about it and been told by grief counsellors that someone who commits suicide is happier than usual after theyve made their decision. i never understood it, well not until now. before now, everytime i thought about it, it upset me. thinking about hurting everyone and how selfish it would be. not now. im so relaxed and calm, almost happy. this is incredible. too bad i could only have this in my last moments of life instead of all moments of life. this must be what it feels like to be free of my prison. soon ill be free for good. i dont need to give some big explanation. everybody already knows, thats why were all here. so, this is the end. should i say goodbye? ive never been good at that. maybe i should just put
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