So my friend candice got into a car accident on the 11th of december 2011 and her and her unborn baby had died, the paramedics said that her last words were '' im pregnant, help my baby please just help her' to the day she was born to the day she died she was such a loyal girl, she wouldve given up anything to see her friends and family happy. 'it was two years ago but not a moment goes by that i dont think of her. I didnt find out until 8 or so hours later, and found out over facebook on someones status, at first i didnt believe it, well i didnt want to.*I rang her parents and no one was answering after a few times her younger brother kurt answered i could tell by his voice he had been crying, i knew something wasnt right, as soon as they clarified it with me, it felt like my whole world shattered to a million peices, i felt empty and completely miserable., like i had just lost the other part of me, i didnt speak much for about four weeks, i spent my whole days in my room, and went down stairs for 1 meal a day. she was the girl who i went to for help, she was the one i trusted with my life and the only one who could make me smile like i used to. She helped me through my depression and practically helped me through every obsticle in my life. Who can i turn to now? Whos going to help me the way she did? I couldnt have done it without her, i know a lot of people say that, but seriously i dont think i could of, she always believed in me and she believed that i was strong even though i felt weak. Since shes been gone i havent felt the way i used to when i was with her. I still remember when she told me she was pregnant she had the biggest smile on her face, and i asked her if she was scared she said a little bit but not really because i know that i will be a great mother, and i will do anything and everything for this baby, and im ready for that. I was so happy for her but not as happy as her, at that point that was impossible. It was the happiest i have seen her in the 3 and a half years that we knew eachother. She was different from all the other 19 year olds, the ones that would make a mistake for the night and regret it for the rest of their life. she knew what she was in for and she was proud to be a mother. *And allthough i didnt get the chance to really meet jellybean(the babies nickname) it felt like i already knew him from what candice had told me. I love them both so so very much and they will be in my heart til the day i die. *we will see eachother again soon, and officially get to meet jellybean face to face. <3 <3 <3 Rest In Paradise my two beautiful bestfriends Candace and Jellybean, missin' yous like craazy!