I have posted before and I have been trying really hard to keep going. For several weeks I was feeling chronic high anxiety. Then all of a sudden it stopped. It just felt like a switch was flipped and I felt completely detached. I just totally shut down. I started staying in bed all day and didn't want to talk to anyone at all. Every time I think of moving forward all I can see are problems. I just want out. I can't take anymore. I have been feeling like dying for quite a few years now. I even took an entire year off work to try to heal but nothing has changed in that year. I'm ready to give up and I don't know how much longer I can resist the urge to do so.